Why did you come, why did you speak?
Why do you always make me feel so weak?
Why did you meet me why did you leave?
Why do you live in me yet I feel bereaved?
The way you make me feel no one does
Then is it right that I hide from you all my fuss
I don’t tell you that my smile is fake
All my bliss of this so called life is fake
The moment I was made to part from you
I died within and wonder how no one knew
The tears I cried, the sighs I took
How when I walked, from within I shook
Why did I hide, why didn’t I say
What you meant to me in every way
Why did I please those who said
My heart will recover from its shreds
All these years when you were not here
Not a day passed when your voice I didn’t hear
Not a moment passed without your thought
Everyday from my heart, my mind fought
The distances grew and I wondered if we’ll ever meet
I was sure in this life we’ll never greet
But the hope within always remained
Somehow somewhere…. I always prayed
And then suddenly there you were
My heart was bouncing with the joy so clear
We laughed and spoke at great length
But still I hid from you the way I felt
Because what you made me feel scared me too
I longed for you after so many years too!
Do what I have now hold no meaning at all
Am I ready to give it up all?
Just this thought made me freak out
That I have to myself now cut you out
I was blunt and I was rude
Eventhough within, my heart was in feud
This time when I said goodbye
I knew I’ll not ask me why
It is my call and it is my word
To live what is now my world
Eventhough I cry but still I know
Somewhere someone will wait to show
Why you came and what you mean to me
Why my soul rejoices when you near be