I don’t know how I forget
How always you behaved so curt
Why on earth do I let myself
Go back to the same hurt!
I wonder what made me forget
Those things that I’d heard
Then how on earth do I let myself
Go back to the same hurt!
I must be crazy to forget
Your selfish deeds and words
Really silly of me I know
To go back to the same hurt!
Why did I think you’ve changed
Why did I expect a U-turn
Must be truly crazy of me
To get back to the same hurt!
How long till I learn my lesson
How long till I give up
Why don’t I learn to discount you
And stop going back to the same hurt!
Gradually you’re also improving
As each time you outdo your worse
Still, like a mad person that I am
I land myself in the same hurt!
High time I give up on you
High time I understand my worth
High time I do whatever is needed
And stop going back to the same hurt!
Sometimes out of courtesy
Other times due to my soft heart
Even, because I don’t know
This horrible, hurtful art
I’ve given enough second chances
Enough excuses to your erratic self
No more, I’ll keep reminding myself
Just STOP – going back to the same hurt!
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