In this space, I write not to explain life, but to explore it. Pause with me, linger between the lines, and perhaps you’ll discover a piece of your own story here too. 🙂
Who will understand
Probably no one
Why I feel so lonely
After I have your vision…
Who will be able to replicate
The warmth I feel
There is no duplicate
The love there is ideal…
Who will bring that joy
The smile you bring is unparallel
The end to my gloom
Only in your visions dwell…
Who will ever know “us”
There’ll never be a chance
For when we say “we do”
It only just feels, in a trance…!
The things I see, they baffle me,
They pierce my heart like a dagger
They hit me with a ferocious speed
I can’t stand strong, I stagger!
They make me feel so lonely
Amidst all that’s tangible around
I squirm and pull myself in
Encircled by thoughts newfound!
Trying to find a stable ground
Beneath my shaking feet
I tell my very hurting heart
“Give it time again, you’ll heal”!
With no one who’ll comprehend
I curl within to hug my soul
Whatever it is that comes as scenes
Don’t fight it, just behold!
So, I allow myself to feel this pain
It has come for a reason I am sure
It has chosen me for good or bad
And I’ll let it stay till it cures!
I do not like these mornings,
When I wake up dreaming about you
It leaves me with an emptiness,
And I don’t know what to do…
Instantaneously I want to reach out
And ask if you’re doing fine
Sanity then comes knocking,
It isn’t in my line…
The warmth of the visions,
Lingers on and on
The taste of us together
Leaves me totally withdrawn
The vividness of the scenes,
Never then, loses my psyche
Hither thither I move,
Trying to settle the spike…
Baffled I am – for why you come to me
Angry I feel – on my stupidity
These are just dreams
No relevance they should have
Then why do I still feel the tingling
Of where you held my hand…!
Nothing which I can do, than to do what I do,
Suppress the storm in me, and handle what’s in view…
Vivid dreams sometimes leave you wondering…
That were you really dreaming or was it all true!
That was it just a creation of mind or all truly meant for you?
That was there some hidden message in it for you to decipher?
That was HE trying to speak to you & show that things could be nicer?
Vivid dreams sometimes leave you wondering…
Was what you saw really all real?
Has it happened or will happen, it’s all surreal!
Was there someone in it whom you have to connect with?
Or, whatever you saw, all but a myth!
Vivid dreams sometimes leave you wondering…
Vivid dreams sometimes leave me wondering… :)
Vivid dreams sometimes leave you wondering…
That were you really dreaming or was it all true
That was it just a creation of mind or all truly meant for you…
That was there some hidden message in it for you to decipher
That was HE trying to speak to you and show that things could be nicer…
Vivid dreams sometimes leave you wondering…
Was all what you saw, really real
Has it happened or will it happen, it’s all surreal…
Was there someone in it whom you have to connect with
Or was whatever you saw all but a myth…
Vivid dreams sometimes leave you wondering…
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