I want to know what will it take
For this misery to finally shake
Want to focus on what I can
Than to see how much I’ve ran
Want to enjoy what’s there in hand
Not to cry where else I could’ve stand
Want to feel the love which is there –
and to get rid of this feeling of despair
Want to let go of what really hurts
Just something which can help divert
This trail of thoughts which hurts so much
Done waiting for that magic touch
Want to see what lies with me
Done with thinking what could’ve been
No point at all in sulking more
Want to close all those past doors
Happiness to be in my own hands
Acting on no one else’s commands
Want to live right here, right now
No misery now I want to allow
Respecting what was given to me
Will try to abide by Thy decree
Just bless my efforts to stay on track
Not to turn over and go right back
To where again I’ll feel so weak
Chances of recovery will be so bleak
Looking ahead I will smile at last
Saying adieu to my sad past!
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