I got to know long back how it feels, when my heart breaks
But didn’t know that it can break again n again, in the very same way
The same emotions, the same helplessness, the same gloom, the same heart ache
Tears non stop even when, already they’ve been shed all day
There is no sound of this heart breaking, no one really bothers how I feel
Whether I do self-pity, or stand up strong in a day or years or never will
Images from the time when I felt all broken, keep playing in my mind
I want to redo them all together, stop, erase and rewind
With my face stained with tear marks, with my mind all reeling
I turn towards the only one who can soothe my soul from peeling
Even though I feel angry at HIM, for giving me this heart wrenching pain
I know deep down in my heart, there’s reason for this agonising rain
HE just looks upon with HIS heart charming smile, as if to say -“I am there”
“Don’t worry my darling, I’ll take care of you”, but the relief seems no where
I get to a point where I question my self, what is it so wrong that I have done
What is it that I am being punished for, is there no way that it can be undone?!
But this vicious circle will only go on, in sometime I might feel little better
Only to fall in similar situation again, and get my heart shattered again for ever
Wish this could all end soon, as this takes a toll too heavy
Life seems too much to handle with this unexplained tax on it levied…
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