It pains to feel unimportant
It hurts to have no value
To be a substitute only
To be there only to support you
I wanted to be the need
I wanted to be your desire
I wished to be longed for
With love as strong as a fire
Heart feels choked
and breathing seems heavy
Living seems a burden
With this tax of pain on it levied
Responsibilities around
Don’t let me retreat
So much to do surround me
and I marvel at my feat
To live with this endless agony in heart
To survive this rejection once more
To cry even when eyes seem to be dry
To hide emotions coming to fore
I just want to start anew
I don’t want to trouble you any longer
I want to set you free from me
Make you choose your love a bit stronger
May God keep you away from crappy
It is my heart’s only wish currently
I want to see you extremely happy
And live the life you deserve lovingly
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