My heart aches for the love which is deep engraved within,
It is not just the tears you see but much more which my soul sheds
This pain is engulfing me and I don’t know how to express
Is it insecurity or jealousy or just love for you which makes me fret!
There seems no solution to my misery this sadly I’ve realised
As I can’t happen to trust your love now with all the time that you’ve broken mine
Do I love you enough, or am I just being selfish?
Am I being made a fool, or am I just being childish!
I want to let you free and want you to come back on your own
But on letting you free, feel a stab of pain which craves to be shown
My heart cries for the good times, will there be none for us?
As since we are together, there has been only fuss
Tedious times galore have broken me into pieces
I don’t feel like gathering up and straightening the creases
Want to run away now and hide somewhere where you won’t find me
Don’t want to give you another chance to break more within me
But shackles of life hold me where I am
Like I am being punished and it has still not come to an end
The shadows of past haunt my heart
Like the inevitable will happen soon
It might be just fear, but isn’t the source of this fear
from you a boon?
When togetherness is marred and cursed in such a way
Then better to say good bye and run away
I want to go now so please set me free
For your happiness is to be found without me
I will remember you and I don’t think I’ll ever be happy
But its better one, than more in this situation crappy!
I know you won’t miss me, for you will find love and happiness
From up in the sky, a star will still offer you loving caress!