With a heart so heavy and eyes so numb
I look at Thee with questions some
Why am I the target of this?
Why do I have to live with this?
When I see clearly what they do to me?
Why can’t I let myself free?
Why do I need to stay chained this way?
I would like to leave, if I may
Did I really choose this for me
If yes, then what is yet to see
To reach where You want me to be
Oh can I reach there sooner please
Make me, before this breaks me
A plea with all my heart to flee
Help me and light my path ahead
Please guide me – like “I will”, You said!