The same hurt…!

I don’t know how I forget

How always you behaved so curt

Why on earth do I let myself

Go back to the same hurt!

I wonder what made me forget

Those things that I’d heard

Then how on earth do I let myself

Go back to the same hurt!

I must be crazy to forget

Your selfish deeds and words

Really silly of me I know

To go back to the same hurt!

Why did I think you’ve changed

Why did I expect a U-turn 

Must be truly crazy of me

To get back to the same hurt!

How long till I learn my lesson

How long till I give up

Why don’t I learn to discount you

And stop going back to the same hurt!

Gradually you’re also improving

As each time you outdo your worse

Still, like a mad person that I am

I land myself in the same hurt! 

High time I give up on you

High time I understand my worth

High time I do whatever is needed

And stop going back to the same hurt! 

Sometimes out of courtesy

Other times due to my soft heart

Even, because I don’t know

This horrible, hurtful art

I’ve given enough second chances

Enough excuses to your erratic self

No more, I’ll keep reminding myself

Just STOP – going back to the same hurt!