Sonal's Poems

In this space, I write not to explain life, but to explore it. Pause with me, linger between the lines, and perhaps you’ll discover a piece of your own story here too. 🙂

Tag: Still Miss you

  • Do you too remember me…?

  • No matter how far…!

    No matter how it seems with dark clouds above
    Through the dull skies you’ll see a ray of love
    Wherever you may be no matter how distant
    My love will reach to you like a rainbow vibrant

    Through the dark clouds, the silver lining that you see
    Through the frosty mornings, the little sun that you see
    Through the night sky, the bright star that guides you
    Through the pitch dark, the tiny light that guides you
    Through the scorching heat, the shady tree that you find
    Through the dry lands, the fresh stream that you find
    Through the tired tears, the tiny strength that you feel
    Through the ifs and buts, a giant leap of faith that you feel

    Is all my love for you whether me – you see or not see?
    Are all my smiles being sent, to wish you good health and glee
    No matter how far, no matter how away
    My love and wishes always, always will find your way…

  • No answer to my whys…!

    I saw you there – when you were rushing by

    You looked at me and let out a sigh

    At first you tried to walk away

    But then you turned and came my way

    You looked hurt and I know I did wrong

    You were angry that I wasn’t strong

    Still, you lovingly stroked my hair

    I nearly choked for that gasp of air

    Tears brimming my eyes I asked how you were

    No words, your finger on my cheek lingered

    Then you asked – “Wasn’t I your choice?”

    “Why weren’t you strong”, you asked in a muffled voice…

    My tears by now had smeared my face 

    I said I was sorry for my fearful ways 

    You shook your head in exasperation 

    While still holding my face in desperation 

    Suddenly then your poise you regained

    When you backed off, I almost exploded in pain

    “Please don’t go”, I cried out with scare

    Not in my senses, of my surroundings I wasn’t aware

    The disappointment in your eyes, the defeated look

    “You could’ve been mine”, were your words as a step away you took

    As if frozen, I saw your retreat

    I was to blame for this shattering defeat

    You tried to hide those tears of pain

    “Take care” you said in a very weak strain 

    I saw you leave, turning every now and then

    Don’t know how long, not sure till when

    I stood there with tears flowing by

    With no reason, no answer to my whys…

  • I’ll get to, Amen!

    I cried for you, I called for you 
    To hold your hand, I tried too
    Seems like just yesterday
    When you made me smile in your special way
    While we waited for us to meet
    About our love, we were discreet
    Who played this game which made us lose?
    Did they ask you – I wasn’t asked for views!
    Sadly – that brought an end 
    A painful twist, a tragic bend
    Even now after its bygone
    From each other, we have withdrawn
    Your thoughts come by knocking you see
    They torment me, want to make me flee
    Nothing of which there’s guarantee
    Still, I miss you so very extremely
    One day I know we will surely face
    No, I don’t wait for any embrace
    Just words – which you should’ve said back then
    Hoping to hear those – I’ll get to, Amen! 



  • For us, this is not the end…!

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    Even now, after many years

    This heart doesn’t seem to bear

    The loss which it undertook

    Even after the years flown as brook

    You came, and left – all so swiftly

    I shouldn’t have behaved timidly

    But no one told me that it will pass

    If I don’t show courage to cross my grass

    You were so near, yet I didn’t reach out

    Now too far to hear – even if I shout

    Your loving glance which made me melt

    Want to feel once more, how then I felt

    Well, life will pass and time will flow

    Years will pass, fast or slow

    Memories though of you in me

    Will stay afresh, till times to be…

    Near or far doesn’t matter now

    My wishes for you, stay strong anyhow

    Vibes are felt and prayers are said

    Cards are written, even though unread

    Happiness is wished and blessings sent

    Your good in heart, my truest intent

    Live and laugh, now and always my friend

    For us, I know, this is NOT THE END!Â