Please come and hold my hand As I walk this rocky road My feet are stumbling as I carry This unbearable load... Eyes are welling up with tears My breath feels heavy and rugged Mind is full of doubts and fears My state of mind is worried... Heart feels weak and I don't know How... Continue Reading →
A promise to myself…!
My heart rebels,Waging war against my mind.A voice within screams,Leaving reason far behind. Emotions rise,Unruly, wild, untamed.Desires burn,And judgment fades in flame. This roaring voice within me grows,Leaving me fragile, weak, and cold.I fight against its endless pull,Seeking strength in whispers bold. I swore I’d never walk that road,Yet my heart still leads me there.The... Continue Reading →
Trapped…!
It's such a day today when my mind's on various things It doesn't seem to find it's rest Different thoughts come rushing by My patience they seem to test! I find it hard not to yell To tell them to leave me alone They continue to plague my mind Their burden on my face gets... Continue Reading →
Grief…!
The gush of grief came upon me Before I knew it had me engulfed Trapped in my misery so terribly I was left so scared as a result! My own sighs seemed surprising I didn’t know I could reach this spot The tears flowing incessantly Had me thinking how I reached this rot! Breathing was hard... Continue Reading →
My own voice…!
I tried not to hearBut the voice was loudI tried to shut it outBut could still hear what it was all aboutIt was all about me -Why I don't have what I wantWhy I don't deserveWhy pains are there to haunt It laughed at me and made me cryDidn't bother to stop, even when it... Continue Reading →
Standing in the shadows…!
I stood there totally unnoticed While my world slipped away What strength I showed to be there How much I had to pray...! I wanted you to look my way And realise my love To hear you call my name just once Was my wish all above...! I hoped for things to change their course... Continue Reading →
Probably, silence…!
Last night when I dreamt of you As usual I wanted to tell you all In my heightened exuberance Of our silence I had no recall It hit me like a wave - Ceased me, & totally knocked me out Was I never meaningful to you! Slithering in came all the recurring doubts How things... Continue Reading →
These walls…!
These walls that I've built, aren't what I wished for Within which I am hiding, with my wounds sore Will these walls protect me from any further hurt? I hope the next pain comes only after an alert! Thought you were someone with whom I'll share Thought you were someone who truly cares But you... Continue Reading →
Fight the pain…!
Your pain can make you tough or it can make you tremble Your tears can get you going or hold you in deep shambles Your agony can fire you or make you weep like a baby Your past can keep you chained with in your thought a "maybe" Don't let your fears rule you Find... Continue Reading →
